Journal Excerpt

“and it’s hard to breathe.

and I’m afraid that I will cave in on myself when I lay on my side,

and it’s hard to breathe.

and I’m afraid of bedrooms, which is not a metaphor,

and I’ve become so empty,

and it’s hard to breathe.

and I dress in black because it’s the easiest color to become lost in; I want to disappear,

and it’s hard to breathe.

and it’s hard to breathe.

and I see him everywhere; I still feel him everywhere,

and it’s hard to breathe.

and it’s hard to breathe.”

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